I was sitting in the kitchen surfin’ the internet when my niece walked in from school.
“Guess what, Baba?” she asked with a twinkle in her eye.
“I don’t know.” I replied. “What?”
“I’m going to be in junior high soon!” she proclaimed jumping up and down.
My niece is 9 years old, so there’s still a couple of years left before she starts junior high. With this thought in mind, I calmed down a little bit. But for a moment there, thoughts were raising through my mind. The typical “OMG. I’m getting old” was the first one. (And yes, I actually did say “OMG”, followed by my LOL.)
I recently graduated with my Bachelors in Nursing degree. However, it hasn’t quite hit me yet. I still feel like I have an exam on Monday, or that I have to write my philosophy paper and prepare my client care conference presentation. There’s a part of me that’s still thinking that I have yet another care plan due at the end of the week. At the same time, I just want to lounge around the house when I know I should be out there on my official job hunting post graduation. I can finally go to a job interview and state, “Yes, I am a college graduate.”
In addition to that, I got engaged last month. I was engaged for a whole month, but it never really hit me that I was engaged. It was probably because I was always so stressed with school that I didn’t even mention it to anybody. Then again, the me 4 years ago would have picked up my hand and waved it around for the world to see. The me I am now would rather just hold off on the press conference to announce how “engaged” I am.
Then another thought hit me. My niece is going to junior high. I graduated college. It’s just a whole lot of milestones in life coming at me. There has to be some more out there as well that just hasn’t hit me yet. I look around and most of my friends are either pregnant or already gave birth. The people that I spent my childhood years with talking about the newest boyband release are now mothers. My high school classmates are getting engaged from left to right, while some are already married and talking about buying houses and family cars, like how to compare the Toyota Sienna with the Dodge Caravan.
Am I ready for all of this?
Some people might think that I’m young, all 22 years of me, but I am ready.